reality_is_cruel's Xanga

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 02:57:51 GMT

Happy Songkran everyone!!! whose who aint know what is Songkran, it is a thai new year festival which u splash water on anyone even the one that you dont know, they wont get mad at you. Actually i really aint plan to go and play. Just went out with my boyfriend but in the end, we are all wet. lol cuz everyone block the road and splash water. Everyone is playing it. it is impossible not to get wet

Then we both wanna play it. New and me went to buy 3 guns People keep putting powder on my face. i hate cold powder. it is so cold and some people even use cold water to splash on other people SOOO COLD~ Many people misunderstood me as a japanese. lol. It is a very tired day at night, i found out that my arm and face is soooo red. i get SUN BURN!! i gonna be tanned skin again.. damn..

oh oh and Songkran day is also my boyfriend's 19th birthday!! i buy a drunk/sleepy cat for him. I dont know the cat look drunk and sleepy to me. it look like him a', he is always sleepy the cat is called "Digna" did u guy know about this cat? it is soooo cute a'

<-- this cat

<-- the brand name

<-- songkran, everyone is playing water outside central

<-- flesh oysters, each is 50 bahts -.- so expensive a' we went to eat after the whole day of playing water

<-- i know i look awful in this picture cuz i am extremely wet and tired. my boyfriend say i look like sakura in the street fighter carrying a gun or some japanese school girls who is in the fighting game. lol

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 14:17:42 GMT

Songkran festival is coming!!! I love the festival very very much. i love to get wet and i can splash water on anyone that i want to. love it! Thailand gonna be whole day traffic jams on the 13th.

Anyway, i am kinda outdated right now. I have been trying to open the youtube.com but i cant. I keep trying adn trying until one of my friend told me that Thailand block Youtube.com cuz they say it posted about thailand king and thai people believe that it will influence the thai teenagers bad stuff I dont even know this. Maybe now i should started to watch some news

Anyway this is for all the fans in my website about the cute Japanese food They are back again! Hope u guys enjoy

<-- i like this one the best!

<-- cute Hello Kitty

<-- this is interesting

<-- i am thinking of making this for my boyfriend cuz his birthday is on the Songkran

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 15:44:08 GMT

hey hey!! this time i'm really back naa i have internet now. Anyway, i havent been update for such a long time cuz i have been to Japan for 2 weeks with my dad Japan for summer break, aint it a good idea for Asians? There is a lot of stuffs happening to me and this short 2 months, i have learn a lot of things about life more than i ever experience i'll type it down here if u wanna read about it cuz it is something interesting

In Thailand:

I have been to this pub and restaurant everyday for drink and foods. It is called "Bang Rak". I went there everyday until everyone know me cuz i am underage it is suppose to be 20 but i told them that i am foregnor so they allowed me to go in. I get to know this cute guy who work in there. His name is "Bank". He is 20 and he told me that he aint has a girlfriend. ok, listen i aint cheating my boyfriend and i just wanna know that this motherfucker will cheat on how many girls cuz all i heard from the girls who work in this place telling me about stuff about him that he got a girlfriend but he been sleeping around with many other girls who like him. I'll be the one who sent him down back to hell then He give me his number and write me some sweet message. One day i got the chance to get his phone while he is away so i took a look in his phone and check for the call who he been calling out and calling in currently and often. I found this girl named "Rung" and i called her and tell her everything about her boyfriend. She is his REAL girlfriend. I took a lot of picture down about him and other girls cuz he is a player but he TRULY love Rung but i dont understand too, y he did that for? in need of sex that much? And about on the 28th March, Rung came to the pub and we told Bank to come out, he didnt even know about it, he is shock. I slapped him for 5 times and Rung and I were scolding him. He really really love Rung but i still dont get it y he did that for. damn it! But i already sent him back to hell. i have done my job

On the 1st April, i missed my flight from Bangkok to Chiang Mai It is just 6 mins late!!

Here are some pictures in thailand:

<-- big MA MA

<-- Bell (Bacardi), Gift (Singha), Me (see how blonde is my hair lol), Mod (P.R in Bang Rak), Pla (100 pipers)

<-- Me and P'Mod (see how blonde is my hair)

<-- BBQ in Dung Dung

<-- my chinese friend bought me some snacks from Hong Kong, how lovely. lol Preatz of sharp fins.lol

<-- i love oreo but not this!

<-- D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S

In Japan:

I have eat and eat and eat a lot naa i am getting FAT i think anyway, i forget whether i have say i have bleah my hair and color it golden blonde? i dont know whether it did suit me I need some comment on my new hair color. I meet some of my old thai friends who used to study in international school in thailand with me and they got back to Japan. Finally got to meet them, so happy

here are some pictures where i took in Japan, it aint nothing special happening in there. WARNING: a lot of foods pictures. lol

<-- japanese snack is L.O.V.E

<-- i bought it from Shibuya

<-- lovely inside

<-- snacks, snacks and snacks

<-- i bought this from Shibuya too

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 04:16:56 GMT

hey hey i'm not back. lol. i am just in an internet cafe and seeing what goin on with my boyfriend things are really bad to worst naa. He used to promise me that he will come to Chiangmai and stay with me but in the end he told me that his friend is expanding his shop and he will make a new room for him. He want me to go live with him But he already promise leaw ni that he will come to stay with me about 3 days ago i told him about breaking up cuz it is impossible for me to go there and it is impossible for him to come, we are too far from each other and he cried and he changed since from the day naa Yesterday i call him from midnight to 10am, i was crying and calling him and he didnt even picking up the phone i feel so sad naa

i need some advice or encourage naa. call me anytime 0843952710

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 02:31:12 GMT

yoz! it been long naa since i have update anyway i am in korea and i am goin back thailand tonight at 1am naa and i wont be online so often anymore leaw cuz i am moving house and there aint gonna have internet connection until i apply for it maybe a month or more i'll be online again naa if u wanna find me naa, u can give me a call gor dai, it is 0843952710 or if u live in oversea u call +66843952710 it is 24 hours on i'll miss u guys naa Joob joob! muackz

P.S. Today is my boyfriend and me 3 months leaw !!

Monday, February 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:07:36 GMT

hey everyone!! i'm now in korea.. soo bored and miss my boyfriend so much just now i give him a call and he is sooo happy a'

I wanna know that have ever you guys ever experience that evil people always get good stuff than the good one? Sometime karma aint there to help us to revenge anymore?

I been thinking about this since yesterday. Some i do something good for the other poeple but there is nothing good happening to me but some bad people, they just get good stuff. Maybe it is just fate naa

I am doing my own auto-biograpghy well, just picture. I am soooo fat last time naa. if u saw some of my picture u wont believe that i am THAT FAT. lol. i am lazy to write lot of my friends told me that i have change a lot from kid to now. what do u guys think?

<-- year 1997

<-- Li Huang and me year 1999

<-- year 2003

<--Me and Yu Chun in year 2003

<-- Weiling, I-Mee and Me year 2004

<-- weiling and Me year 2004 when food is becoming delicious for me and i like the sun so i went for sun tanned. lol

<-- Mei Fen and Me in Year 2005

Here all are the pictures of 2006 taken in the studio with a corocdile. lol

<-- Year 2007

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:27:06 GMT

hey sorry for long time no update leaw naa cuz i found that there is really nothing to write about anyway, yesterday is Valentine's Day!! how did u guys spend it? And to those who aint have a boyfriend/girlfriend dont be sad a' cuz you still can celebrate it with your parents or friends naa

Yesterday I went out with New and we bought me a rose and i bought him this heart shape chocolate which is from 7-11 he doesnt know it it cost only 39 bahts. lol Actually i bought him a Rera Ferro Chocolate anyway, that is a bad spelling of the chocolate but i ate them all 555+

Here is some pictures:

<-- japanese make up skit that he bought for me

<-- strawberry chesse cake

<-- this is coffee flavor, my fave a'

<-- chocolate heart shape Ice cream, u can get this anywhere in 7-11 near u

<-- a heart shape box and chocolate that i bought for him.

<-- he bought this rose for me too

<-- have dinner in Fuji

I found some cute pictures of japanese food again ^^ it is soooo cute naa i want to eat them!!

<-- i like this one the BEST!

<-- this is cute too!!!

<--- cute a'

Monday, February 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:23:04 GMT

hey hey!! my relationship is always the same a' but i think i am the only one who is thinking too much naa sorry na jaa for everyone to worry naa But i still LOVE Gina mak mak naa love love u naa

anyway, i saw this couple shirt sell in yenta4.com naa, i wanna buy it but i cant really read thai, i dont know what it say i want to wear it for Valentine's Day with my boyfriend

Anyway, Yesterday something pissed me off is that Singapore VS Thailand on the 2nd final match. ok, Singapore win but it aint pissed me off cuz that but Singapore they know that they gonna win, one of their soccer player just come out of their place where they are sitting with the coach was scolding one of the thai players on the match field. FUCK THIS ATTITUDE! Even though u guys cheat on the first match which the motherfucker malaysian reference was making a unfair judge so u guys get that fucking 1 point! another reason is that, can u guys FUCKING stop buying people from other country to kick the ball for ur country, i mean do u guys proud of it when UR country aint win cuz of some other country citizen playing it! They BUY people from China and Europe who is very tall than the usual Asians. Fuck their idea man! LOSER! whose country aint have good people to win for their own country! F U SINGAPORE!

Today i went shopping with my friends and i bought a Gucci wallet, my mom has a big scolding at me becuase of the wallet. But it nice mak mak naa I like it very much so i bought it. I know it is a unreasonable price. It cost me 20,000 bahts

<--- na ruk mai?

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:31:17 GMT

Everyday is getting bad to worst. it seems that i am making the mistake now and then he changed a lot since we first meet. Last time even 1 call can wake him up. Yesterday he promise me to pick me up at noon but i call him until 7pm, he is still asleep.He know that he gonna meet me but he still dare to sleep in the morning and yesterday we even have a fight cuz he misunderstood me, he think that i am showing my temper but i aint and he was yelling at me all the way. I guess i am getting bored about this relationship leaw but it still killing me to think about breaking up with him

This morning Gina make this for me

<-- thank mak mak naa soo happy to have a friend like u a' but i guess maybe i'll be single in Valentine's Day naa

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 07:23:27 GMT

Hey. it has been long time since i update my xanga cuz i aint really have anything interesting to post it on

well, Now i am hungry very very hungry

i hope this year Valentine's Day i am still taken because each year of Valentine's Day i am always alone

erm.. let me think what i wanna say..

I found one interesting picture of 1 bitch who betray me before (she is one of the 4 girls who slap me 14 times) in this picture she look veyr very different from her REAL person maybe it is really how people call "Act Cute".

<-- Act Cute

<-- the REAL her

Oh Oh! hey u guys know where to buy those couple's shirt online? DONT SAY EBAY cuz i found NONE.

This picture is kinda weird cuz i cant believe that there is really someone's idea of piercing to be another X-Men.